god is good :]

he seriously is. he's done a lot of things in my life. some of them have been hard, detrimental and heart-breaking. others have been amazing, and lovely. but out of all of it, i truly can't complain. sometimes i feel sad, sometimes i want to give up, and sometimes i feel like there is no hope. but through it all, i still have my family and close friends. and things really are changing for the better: a far cry from what i wrote a few days ago. i love him, with all of my heart. i make my mistakes, and i really want to stop. i do believe that god loves me, and will help me to let go of the things that bind me. i love him, i truly do. i don't just say it, i really really mean it. maybe sometimes my actions speak against that, and i really can't argue that they don't. but i believe that how i convey myself with a spirit of the lord most of the time is more true and makes up for that. i hope it does... :D


lol this picture is internet phantasmatastic.. look closely! you can see my aura :]