b l i n d . m e .

just be HAPIE ..

maybe i question myself too much ...

maybe if she were still here,

half the frustrations i deal with

wouldn't bother me like they do.

maybe i could run home after school,

and hug her vehemently;

maybe she'd whisper the stuff of dreams:

"baby, life ain't nothing but trouble;

so there's no since in letting it 

upset you so much.

if you can't change it,

live and let god."

maybe ... i would feel better;

like there wasn't a trial that i couldn't pass.

maybe she left,

to teach me to love more;

maybe she was taken,

involuntarily.

maybe i should call out her name,

and passively wait for a 

response back.

maybe ... she's listening to me.

maybe, perhaps, possibly ... 

she's invisible,

silently being.

maybe she still thinks about us;

down here, 

waiting for her kiss and loving touch

again.

maybe this is a bit long-winded;

but maybe she'd read this and 

encourage me

to keep it going,

like she always did.

maybe her love still shines;

maybe she left it behind

so we'd never feel alone.

i think that maybe, i ... 

                                 i, just really need this break.

i'm ...

just a little confident.

i ... want to escape;
especially since spring break
just started.

i ... am thinking;
perhaps too much,
and maybe that's the reason
for my headaches.

i love ... her.
and if my ego didn't forbid me,
i'd apologize for
jumping



                       ship..

i miss the timeesss :/

&he'sgotbeatsss ...

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jdaveybaby ..!

seriously,
one of THE most underrated groups
that i know of ...

peep 'em.

pondering ...

i was wondering ...

and perhaps, in the eyes of some,
my thoughts may be in the wrong
and totally go against everything
that we know
in our blinded and lied-to country.

but nonetheless,
as my thoughts began to get the best of me ...
i recalled learning about
concentration camps.
and some of the things
that jewish people had to endure.

if, and since it's been proven
through experience,
history has a tendency of relapsing
and repeating the same,
time-tested mistakes ...

do you think that this

ever has a chance of reoccuring?

perhaps not with the same races,

but maybe the human race at large?

think about it;

our instincts,

and very admirable tutors

have taught us to look at a 

scenario like this and aptly reply

NO.

but, i implore you ...

sit and think.

think about, like i said earlier,

history's fatal flaw of repeating itself.

and ponder the thought of discrimination,

and how it's never been eliminated;

toned down, yes,

but it is still in effect as of today.

and while you're at it,

read this article.

Vigilant Citizen: Denver Airport

i know that this will upset people,

no doubt about it.

but i believe the truth must be adhered to;

far too often we live our lives in

a fairy tale world,

believing that the world is just one

big, 

innocent,

completely safe and lovely place to live.

and sorry to burst your bubble,

but that's just not the case.

i'm posting this because i love humans;

granted,

i hate humanity.

with a burning passion and livid desire.

in the end, you're going to believe

what you want to;

i'm not faulting you for that.

but don't overlook facts,

valid facts at that.

open your eyes, 

and SEE;

we were given eyes to see,

not just look.

perhaps i'm starting to ramble,

so i'll just close this out 

by saying this:

the truth is right in front of you;

maybe a variation,

and a lot of what is presented to us

is truly up for interpretation.

but it doesn't hurt to consider

different points of views;

never has, and i don't think it ever will.

i, for one, believe it fully;

now, do you?

aspirations ...

photography is a necessity.

the studio is looking enticing;
perhaps i could conjure up
some reinvention through
sounds and symphony.

this departure i'm enduring
is changing me ...
indefinitely.

i'm becoming something
more than i ever thought possible.

i don't fit in anymore..

these steps i take
become broader with every
fall forward.

the world is dying;
to save it,
we must stop being afraid.
we must rehabilitate and juvenate
what was once an aphrodisiacal paradise.

we may have to die for the future ...
maybe..

something big is ahead ...
not too far away;
rushing fast,
and not stopping for
refreshments.

are you ready?