OMG OMG OMG !!

officially my new favorite song ... please, let the eargasms take control of your virgin ears.

WHAT .. THE .. EFF .

usually i don't publicly support terrorism, but this was just asking for a blog post. watch and enjoy.


"i love condoms, and lots of gum?" i'm completely sorry, but this shit does not get old.

her electric sexuality makes me ...

smile:]

i'm sitting here in my room, and i'm waiting for my BEAR to give me the okay to call. it's about 12:59 and i'm listening to be still my beating heart. i'm feeling ... relaxed, which is odd because i always have something on my mind. but i'm just thinking, and the music is making me feel dreamy. anyway, there's only one problem i have as of late. it's basically figuring out where i stand with my best friend; and when i say where i stand, i talking about in our relationship.

it seems like there's always some force in between us. i often find myself not wanting to talk to him/her, and debating whether or not to pick up his/her calls. it makes me a little angry, because i feel that it's not fair to treat them like that. but i think about it, and i don't really think i'm doing anything wrong to them; i mean, i'm a great friend, i help them out all the time, and i love them. but i just don't want to talk to them on the phone; now is that wrong? i don't think it is ... and i'm not going to lie to myself, just to attempt to make them feel good; heck no. but i just look at it as it might be a little scandalous to feel that, even if those are my feelings. it's hard to explain, because it makes perfect sense in my head. but when i go to put those thoughts and emotions into words, it comes out as gibberish. i'm looking at what i'm typing right now, and all i see is a jumbled heap of foreign symbols. maybe it truly conveys what i feel, or perhaps it doesn't. i'm going to count on it though, because it seems pretty legitimate and true to how i feel inside. i've prayed about it, and i'm persevering through to make sense of the situation. i trust that god will bring me an answer; so i'm just going to think about it, and continue to investigate why this is happening. but it's about that time (kalique, i'm stealing your words buddy) and i'm pretty sleepy. so to all my creeps who read blogs this late, sleep tight and i love you. i hope all your dreams are sweet and deliciously cavity-inducing.


good night :]

floecism ...

well, i wrote some more poetry (which isn't new, because i write everyday).. one is called labels, and the other is called objectionable content. i'll be sending them to [tai'leah] as soon as i get some freaking postage stamps lol.

and

i was writing a poem called in between the trees, but it turned into a short story. i'm really proud of all of the work i did; i think it's pretty good... maybe i'll post a few on here, but that depends; negroes like to plagiarize work nowadays, and i don't think i want my hard work ending up in some book in another language. anyway, that's it. i haven't done much else, besides sit here in this apartment and dream of that nikon d90. haha, i have to wait until christmas to get my dslr but i'm alright with that. i'm just going to study photography, so i can grasp a decent understanding and know how to use the camera when i get it. life's alright; i'm probably going to go shopping this weekend, and i start school next month. all my lancaster fellows are enjoying DRY and boring school days out there; whooooof, i'm glad i got away. as for now, i'll just end with a pic. and if you're wondering what that little tan thing on my wrist is, let's just say i had an incident at the pool... kinda slipped, and fell, and scraped myself up lol.


and i have another one by my elbow lmao...

speechless ...

like the title suggests, i have NOTHING to say about this ... except the fact that i'm a little disappointed. why are all these brothers posting nude pics on the internet? is it a new fad or something? this is becoming an epidemic. jamie foxx, you disappointed me. you were someone i looked up to, but after seeing this ... major fail.

Click Here (NSFW)

UPDATE: there are people saying that the pic might be photoshopped; hopefully it is, because that sure isn't a good look for your career or personal life.

UPDATE 2: so, the picture got taken down; pretty interesting, if you ask me. just a few hours after the negro decided to post pictures of his tilly on the internet, the link to the picture doesn't work anymore. studio intervention anybody?

god is good :]

he seriously is. he's done a lot of things in my life. some of them have been hard, detrimental and heart-breaking. others have been amazing, and lovely. but out of all of it, i truly can't complain. sometimes i feel sad, sometimes i want to give up, and sometimes i feel like there is no hope. but through it all, i still have my family and close friends. and things really are changing for the better: a far cry from what i wrote a few days ago. i love him, with all of my heart. i make my mistakes, and i really want to stop. i do believe that god loves me, and will help me to let go of the things that bind me. i love him, i truly do. i don't just say it, i really really mean it. maybe sometimes my actions speak against that, and i really can't argue that they don't. but i believe that how i convey myself with a spirit of the lord most of the time is more true and makes up for that. i hope it does... :D


lol this picture is internet phantasmatastic.. look closely! you can see my aura :]

why do they ? because i sure don't ..

i'm guessing i must not be a "cool cat," because i personally can't stand keri hilson.

i'm really getting tired of her and the rest of these punk ass celebrities. i heard about what she did to mr chi city, and that made me dislike her more. i tried to give her the benefit of the doubt, but hell no. i mean, i'm not going to lie: keri hilson is bad, and most ppl will argue that. but she's fake, her music really isn't that good, and she probably doesn't even write her own shit. hahahaha... the funny thing is i had a lot of respect for her when she first came out. but after the incident with her bumping her gums about beyonce and ciara, all of that shit faded. she's old news, and we need some new artists who can actually sing, and can own up to the shit they talk. keri, go fall into a ditch filled with man eating tree ppl.

two thumbs down.

I DON'T JERK ...

fuck that shit... so stop asking hoes.

"said i found the winning ticket .."

chill, the pain is only temporary (random thought).. but anyway, i love these guys; they are a serious inspiration.


interrogator,
can you do me a favor?
can you lend me a quarter?
so i can go call the police on you..

effing genious..