& i hear ppl say this all of the time; that's totally acceptible, because there is a such thing as freedom of speech. but i don't think that they really think about what they're saying when they say it.
personally, i believe and speak differently. ppl can judge you, and will continue to even after you die. they'll start rumors, talk about you behind your back, and go out of their way to leave you in distress. but i do believe that God is the only one that can admonish you, and put that judgement into effect. why let others reprimand you, based on what they think they know. i don't believe in that.. i allow ppl to judge me and pre-contemn me, because i'd love to blow their expectations of me out of the water. i don't worry, because i know i'm much more than the box that ppl sometimes find it necessary to put others in to. i myself can prejudge sometimes, even if i try not to do so; i'm beginning to think it's human nature. but when i do i can truly be wrong about what i thought.. so again, i try my hardest not to let a first impression or somebody's look impact how i think of them. ultimately, life is too short and already filled with enough agony to let ONE person's opinion affect your step. so i'll continue to keep it pushing, and let ignorance define shallowness. because i'm not your typical individual, and much more than the modern teenager. at least, that's what that unfamiliar voice in my head keeps screaming.. ")
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